Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?
aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakuta tte kizutsuita tte
suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerun da
anata ga boku o aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da
donna ni negai nozomou ga
kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mono ga takusan aru darou
sou soshite boku ga anata o aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara
sen no yoru o koete anata ni tsutaetai
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shitai
sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakuta tte kizutsuita tte
suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerun da
kimochi o kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo
demo suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerun da
kono hiroi sekai de meguriau yorokobi o kotoba ja iiarawasenai ne
dakara boku tachi wa hohoemi iro azayaka ni sugiru aki o DOREMI de uta tte
fuyu o se ni haru no komorebi o machi
atarashiku umarekawaru dareka o mamoreru you ni to
kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo
okubyou na me o shite ita boku
mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
massugu ni aite o aisenai hibi o
kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi o iyagatta
ano hi no boku wa mukizu no mama de hito o aisou to shiteita
sen no yoru o koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
aisaretai demo aisou to shitai
sono kurikaeshi no naka o samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakuta tte kizutsuita tte
suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerun da
sono omoi ga kanawanakuta tte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru
sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa
I want to be loved, but I don't try to love
Wandering within that repetition
I found one answer, that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I can say "I love you" to the one who I love
For things like "Do you love me? Or not?"
I'm fine with either way
No matter what I wish for
There are lots of unchangeable things in this world, right?
Yeah, and because only the fact that I love you
Is the truth that can't be changed by anyone
Overcoming thousands of nights, I want to tell it to you
There's something I must tell you
I want to be loved, but I don't try to love
Wandering within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I can say "I love you" to the one who I love
It's scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say "I love you" to the one who I love
In this broad world, I can't express the joy of encountering you in words
So we smile, singing about the vivid autumn passing by with do-re-mi
We turn our backs on winter and wait for the spring sunbeams
We'll be reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the road I came from and my destination, when I turned around, I'd always look timid
I want to face you, but I can't be honest
After repeating days of being unable to straightforwardly love my partner
I hated being all alone on that day
So I tried to love people who remained unscathed
Overcoming thousands of nights, I'll go see you now
There's something I must tell you
I want to be loved, but I don't try to love
Wandering within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I'm scared, even if I'm hurt
I can say "I love you" to the one who I love
Even if the wish isn't fulfilled, I can say "I love you" to the one who I love
It's the most wonderful thing in this world
Sekian lama dri alam kubur == *plak* uda lama ga post apa2
Aku bosen, libur seminggu buat apa coba klo ga OL ?! *bah*
Yah ga tiap hari OL sih, cuma kn bosen aja...
Mau main PS, ga ad mood pas maennya, jd bosen.. matiin deh =3=
HAHAHA :-L *bah*
Ga tau deh modemnya error, maybe?
Ga kebaca di komp ato laptop nya kayaknya ? O_O
Tp pas di coba di ruang tamu. Lancar~ ga ad gangguan.. OxO
Mksud nya, pas konek-in nya kayak kebaca gt *??* lancar lah~
HUHU~
Ih ih, aku mau kayak dulu lagi~ dmn inetnya gampang nge-proses nya *??*
Mksud nya nge-connect-innya gt~
Yg skrg susah bgt~ :(
x(
Ga tau XL lg gangguan ap ga~ :((
Tp mau kayak duluuuuu~
ENAK~
Yg 'HAMPIR' SELALU CEPAAAT~ xDDDD
Aduh maaf gaje ;AA;
Heng... Uda lama ga nge-post~
Betapa INDAHnya tmn2 di bulan MARET ini!! ^-^
Ga bsa online =3=
Huaaaa *lebHay*
Faktor2 yg membuatku tak bsa online :
- Laptop error (td nya skrg uda ga sih OAO -bah-)
- Mau ol di laptop adek tp yg buat cas nya ilang =3=
- Kartu modemnya GA BISA di pke buat ol di HP =3= (yap, sukses membuat sayah boros =..=")
- Kompu dikardusin (td nya, skrg uda di pasang lg kok OAO" -diinjek-)
Komp uda di pasang, saat ak sambungin USB (err- colokan modem nya kayak USB gt oAo), eh pas di conect-in ga bsa2 =3=
Yg kedua, laptop jg uda nyala, pas di kasi tau ama tetangga, nah, modemnya jg sama aja, masi ga bsa =3=
Ad tulisan gt blablabla -??- ktanya ak harus register klo mau inet-an TAT..
Such a beautiful Mooooonth DDx
Ini aja ak post di HP loh T-T (ga nanya woooy)
Dan tgl 28 nnti jg sayah ga jd ktemu ama GJ Fams Jakarta T.T hoeee~
What a pathetic T.T *plak*
Ok lah udah dulu ~ T.T *depresi*
Nnti saya edit2 lg deh postingan yg dri HP~
Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life How to save a life How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life How to save a life
No matter how many times she’s hurt, she gets up. The unbreakable girl who grows every day.
pg 131
Ninja Registration: 012601
Birthday: March 28th (13 Capricorn)
Height:150.1 cm, weight: 35.9kg, Bloodtype: o
Personality: Perfect student, bratty(does things her own way)
Likes: shaved ice with fruit, green plum pickles
Dislikes: spicy food
Likes to say: courage
Hobbies: quizzes, writing diary
Graduated ninja academy: 12
Chunnin: _
Assignment ranking: D: 7, C: 1, B:0, A:1, S:0
People say that becoming an adult means more worries. Sakura too, is no exception as she worries and sheds tears at every stage. But her strength is her ability to find hope despite odds. With the pride of being a ninja deep in her heart she does not wither but faces all challenges.
(Pic of Sakura giving apples to Sasuke)
Even with concern in her heart, she acts bright and happy.
(Pic of Sakura and Sasuke)
“Sasuke! You’re doing it again. You don’t have to be shy. For certain, Naruto has grown stronger but that sand guy…”
Sasuke, “It’s true."
Her passion for Sasuke is unchanging. In front of Sasuke, her personality changes but his apathy is constant.
(Pic of Sakura with fish)
‘Ack!’
As Tsunade’s student, she develops a new ability called medical jutsu. In the battle field she was unnoticeable, but she is endlessly heading towards becoming the greatest of female ninjas.
A strong ‘other Sakura’! In front of Sasuke, the difference between their actions make it impossible for them to be the same two people. Is this a part of her charm?
(Pic of Sakura with scary face)
“Why!!!”
pg 132
Fighting Spirit!
A spirit that doesn’t back down but fights back! To protect what is precious to her!!(Pic of Sakura over Sasuke)
“First we have to get out of here. Somehow I must get Sasuke to Kakashi sensei.”
Emergency where Sasuke is down. There is no emergency greater than this! But she tries to calmly make decisions.
One can see her strong spirit during missions. She erases fears of the opponent, doesn’t back down, and bravely and boldly fights back.
What moves Sakura is her strong belief in becoming the greatest of female ninjas. She suppresses her fear which is about to explode and fights. Is this not true courage?
(Pic of Sakura crushed against tree)
A female is likely to be the enemies’ target on the battlefield. Despite this, jumping into this world is courage itself.
(Pic of Sakura fighting)
Towards a great enemy, she doesn’t take step back. This is to not shame her way of ninja.
pg 133
Stubbornness
With the growth of her two teammates, Naruto and Sasuke, their relationship also worsens. The conflict between the two ninja, this is sacred ground that no one can cross. Sakura can only believe… the happy days of the three.
Acknowledging Naruto’s power, Sasuke see red! As it is being crushed, her heart cries out.
Uncertainty
She feels uncertain whether the three can get together again as a team. Her suffering will help a reliable and strong mind bloom.
(Pic of Sakura between Naruto and Sasuke)
“Sa, Sasuke, why are you doing this? Naruto, say something”
She tries to get involved but there is no room for her. In front of their heated glares, she does not exist.
*Finally the conflicts brews before her. Sakura does all that she can but to no avail. She wishes for things to go back to as they were but....
At Kakashi's words that everything will return back to as they were, she nods her head. That thoughtful consideration helps bring reassurance to her mind at least for a little while.
pg 134
A parting with a loved one that tears at her heart
(Pic of Sakura)
“How is it you never say anything, why do you always say nothing to me…”
Sasuke left the Leaf Village. Sakura’s heart did not reach him. Naturally lonely and peace loving, for Sakura, the loss of one teammate causes her great pain.
Thus, if that person is someone she loves, the pain is greater. So she shouts out her love which goes unheeded, squeezing the words out of her throat. It’s as if this is her imprisoning destiny.
“Sasuke, I love you so much I don’t know what to do!”
Hope
Totally unreliable and full of baseless confidence is Naruto. But this Naruto becomes to Sakura someone she can rely on the most. The moment she acknowledges this, one can say her true development began.
A companion is always by your side. It is because she knows this that she can get up again from swamps of despair.
pg 135
The girl who travels a new path, her eyes only gazing at the future.
Change
After realizing Sasuke is someplace unreachable, Sakura takes a look back at herself, as a friend and as a ninja. And she realizes this is not the end but rather the beginning.
A Sakura who pretends to be strong in front of Naruto. This is probably her bright attitude.
(Pic of smiling Sakura)
“Why are you apologizing?”
A new beginning
Sakura who swears to begin anew. This is her resolution to bring back Sasuke by her own self. No matter how hard the journey, Sakura will never give up…because to her this is the ninja’s way.
(Pic of Naruto in bandages)
“Sakura, I’ll keep my promise. Because this is a once in a life time promise.”
Naruto’s words are always filled with hope. Sakura always finds hope in his words and moves ahead.
(Pic of Sakura)
“Take me as your student!”
In Sakura’s eyes there is passion. To become the person she does not even know, the girl chooses the last possibility.